Thursday, October 27, 2005

i've got a U for my statics test. i don't know what U stands for but it sure doesn't sound good.

the weeks are passing by at apparation velocity. i'm just looking foward to the KL trip this sunday, cuz i'll get to see the gylc people! haven't seen rueben ever since we had our teary goodbyes in new york. haha.

and my scotland trip this december. christmas! all the family parties. and... -drumroll- my birthday! hoho.

counting my blessings tonight - one by one.

i think its 11:33 PM now

Wednesday, October 26, 2005

cindy crawford at 0730 this morning. my butt feels high, my thigh feels tight. but my tummy, still rumbling around.

went to Javanese Hut today for my foot reflexology. they gave me ginger tea after that and it was fantastic i swear!

the both of you, you know who you are. i'm behind the both of you all time, you have all my support in no matter what decisions you make. i might not be there, but i know how much i want to be and it kills me everyday that i can't.

i think its 11:05 PM now

Your Kissing Purity Score: 40% Pure

You're not one to kiss and tell... But word is, you kiss pretty well.

i think its 11:03 PM now

Tuesday, October 25, 2005

just read some random girl's blog and she unabashedly confessed she had a crush on nonis since Forever. haha.. -raises eyebrows.

so mom's booked our flight to Manchester on the 2 Dec. we'll be driving to scotland! i don't understand why though, that place is extremely dreary. : but i'll get to see my Loch ness monster! although i can just see YOU, and it'll be the same :D

all right, cup of boiled water before i head to bed. i'm sleeping at senior-citizens hour.

i think its 10:35 PM now

Monday, October 24, 2005

you know what's fucked up?

what's fucked up is you and i both know what the real deal is. we knew it the moment we laid our eyes on each other.

that's what's fucked up.

i think its 6:27 PM now

Sunday, October 23, 2005

bought 2 pairs of ax jeans and 1 guess jeans today. made my sunday less suicidal. keyword here being Less.

haven't got much to say these days, life's pretty mundane. i'm really tired of sneaking around.

i have given up alcohol.

and the moon is made of cheese.

nights world, good luck to darling max for her exams tml.

i think its 10:54 PM now

Friday, October 21, 2005

hilton for high tea yesterday. it was all good, just that i had the worst time wobbling up and down the buffet stairs. now that i can't walk, i realize that people really do take their legs for granted.

Shane and Carmen from the L word belong together. they really do.

had a great time today with audrey and jan in hostel. what a hoot. they're crazy people.

audrey changed "Welcome to IVLE, NG CHOONG WEN" to "Hi Rhino! Ng Choong Wen"

friday night! i'm not looking forward to the weekends like i used to..

i think its 11:35 PM now

Monday, October 17, 2005

i used to think that crying is an absolute sign of weakness. now i've learned that not only is it a stress reliever but it works better than haigen dazs.

that being said, puffy panda eyes are a result.

some people are just out there to make you feel bad about yourself. i'm really trying to ignore all those little things that irk me and focus on the good things in my life. i used to get upset over the smallest things.

but if you love someone, you should tell them that everyday.

Don't take them for granted, don't think that they're there because you deserve it. and the old saying about "give what you take" doesn't hold because always give more. give your best. doesn't matter if they don't appreciate or acknowledge the things you do. remember you're not doing things for a reason. you're doing things because they make you feel happy and make you feel fulfilled.

once people realize that, the big world would be a much better place to get screwed over.

i think its 6:31 PM now

Sunday, October 16, 2005

I was reading through my entire blog archives, looking through my older photos; it was like chugging down memory lane. a slow and painful chug.

i hate the way i've changed. i wish i could go back to those unadulterated days. where i wasn't tainted with gut-wrenching self-doubt and anxiety attacks.

it's a sunday night. i shall proceed to hang myself with a nylon string.

maybe silk wouldn't hurt so much

i think its 10:41 PM now

Wednesday, October 12, 2005

Ridiculous, inconvenient, consuming, Can't-live-without-each-other Love. :)

i think its 8:50 PM now

Tuesday, October 11, 2005

okay i'm at math lab. but i'm leaving because xj says its crap. in fact, i've never attended a single lab lesson for the entire semester. and i just scored a brilliant 6 out of 200 for "Physical Chemistry for Engineers". -rolls eyes.

i just wanna go home, maybe take a swim, because the weather is sofuckinghot. bye

i think its 1:48 PM now

Thursday, October 06, 2005

our fridge in hostel Exploded.

exploded as in angry amounts of hardened coke splattered all over. thank god my yoghurt in the secret compartment is safe.

no thanks to Chua Tek Xin.

i think its 3:56 PM now

Wednesday, October 05, 2005

i know these are long overdue, but, click for new york pictures!

CLICK!

Day 10.

Will, Joe & I.

Global Summit.

MTV TRL !

hope it turns out all right because imagestation is kinda screwed up.

re-cap for the week:

went to Equinox for dinner on my mom's birthday. had the degustation menu, which basically means meagre amounts of top-of-the-range food. one course equaled one bite. foie gras, lamb steak. i would rather spend the money on buffet with my friends. the view from the top was amazing though.

speaking of friends, i am in desperate need to see some peoples. you know who you are! so please do bump your odac schedules like odac eatings and meetings etc for your poor little friend here !

True Religion. Mom bought me a courdroy blazer from www.skincouture.com.sg at marina sqaure. that place? fantastic. finally, a real von dutch store! i hope they bring in abercrombie soon.

and today, studying at siglap with rachel max and ken.

some might say that aspirin's the best medicine.
some might say that Roaccutane's the pill.

but i'll say nothing beats laughter when it comes to curing whatever illness; the body, the mind, and the heart.

i think its 9:48 PM now

Saturday, October 01, 2005

Today, 1.3 billion peoples of the People's Republic of China will celebrate my mother's birthday.

Happy Birthday Mom!

i think its 7:47 AM now