Wednesday, September 28, 2005

sometimes i can't stand to be around you.

i love Rebel Yell tees. gorgeous! whole weekend of FUN and FOOD! although it's only wednesday..

horrible dinner today. ho no, not the food.

and if you're reading this jan, its a public announcment. PLS use my printer ANYTIME OKAY. gosh you're sooo silly! lao peng you le still paiseh what

i miss my bird. and that pyramid. :(

how come singapore's not opening an abercrombie& fitch store?? every a&f that i've found here are all fakes. UGH!

i think its 10:36 PM now

Tuesday, September 27, 2005

i'm addicted to this JUNK.

tyler hilton is damn CUTE.

fuck! i don't have lessons today. lucky i checked before i went to school. since i have so much time on my hands, i shall go shopping at www.shopkitson.com! i want that Team Aniston t-shirt!!

i think its 10:53 AM now

Monday, September 26, 2005

"Everytime you get someone you want, you're always looking for someone else to want."

you have no idea how i felt the day you said that.

point aside, i'm skipping every possible lecture and tutorial. -gasp! i hate uni life. there's a maths test tonight at 1930. wtf.

i love watching Rich Kids: Cattle Drive on E! it's damn entertaining.

i hate how childish i'm being. why can't you understand that? insanely jealous ? not in my wildest dreams.

i think its 11:57 AM now

Saturday, September 24, 2005

What lies before and behind you means nothing compared to what lies within you.


So basically, you need a lot of laughter to get by your life.

and basically, according to Dr Lynette Wee, all our nerves pass through our armpits. so please massage them more often!! they're not just a hollow cavity where many a strand of thick, coarse, curly hair sprout.

if you're gonna be sweeping me off my feet, you're gonna need a bigger, better broom.

Class 95 is my absolute aphrodisiac for the soul. i wake up at 0330 and they're playing Chicago.

everytime it happens, i realize how alone i really am.

ai yao zhe me shuo chu kou ?

i think its 11:45 AM now

Thursday, September 22, 2005

the old me would have waited for you to apologise first.

the new me wouldn't. okay?

i'm late. off to meet lynette to study!

oh, thanks to my thoughtful suggestion -clears throat-, the starbucks people listened to their most loyal customer and added more tables!

the bloody key is at home, the bloody car is at home, and i can't drive it. WTH!!! it's been rotting for 5 days now.

i really don't feel like taking the bus to siglap.. Hmmm..

i think its 11:38 AM now

Monday, September 19, 2005

i don't want to have to go through that again. i really don't.

people really like to talk about themselves.

I just want you to know
that i've been fighting to let you go
Some days i make it through
and then there's nights that never end
i wish that i could believe
That there's a day you'll come back to me
but still i have to say
i would do it all again..

-courtesy of van

i think its 11:13 AM now

Monday, September 12, 2005

how could you walk away..

i think its 9:57 PM now

Saturday, September 10, 2005

its an ungodly hour on a saturday morning, and here i am in my mother's office doing.. nothing. she came here for some meeting and dragged my sorry ass here so that she doesn't have to go back home to pick me up for the doctor's appt later.

her office is damn nice!! she has her own room and it is so warm and cosy! pictures of us adorn the walls and every birthday card and every bear i've given her for the past decade line her desk. and there are alot of miniature airplanes!

but the anti-climax was a porcelain figurine of two cows totally going at it. -_-

other than that, i really want an office like this when i grow up. its filled with SO many flowers.

haha, there's a hugee map of china on the wall.

gtg, took this fabulous oppurtunity to print all my notes COLOURED. -throws head back in evil laughter.

on a totally random note, can't wait to see you later !

i think its 8:51 AM now

Friday, September 09, 2005

i am charged with autointoxication.

hence, colon therapy, here i come.

we're switching to organic food, too. not so yummy, but well, since when did my maid's cooking tasted good ?

i should just completely stop bothering to top-up my ezlink card. i never get to use them. therefore, i need a Cab Patch.

sandwich party tonight. hoho

i think its 5:03 PM now

Tuesday, September 06, 2005

my heart skipped three beats when i saw you today.
I felt the wind knocked right off me.
and for that fleeting moment, the hurt came flooding back all at once. but it went away as quickly as it came, and it dawned on me that for the rest of my life, i would be left feeling this way everytime you're mentioned, everytime something has gotta do with you, everytime i see you or someone who resembles you.

No matter who i'm with, no matter how in love i am.

No matter how much everything between us has died.

-

desperate was the word.
Hopeful is the word.

you smiling back at me - that's the only thing i look forward to everyday.

i think its 10:40 PM now

Saturday, September 03, 2005

i rather have bad times with you
than good times with someone new

booking tickets for 17 people for a saturday night movie is NO JOKE

i think its 8:22 PM now

in a extremely successful attempt to cheer me up, my mother mobilized the entire family for high tea buffet today. ate back the pounds i've lost. somehow, word has spread. strangely though, this time i didn't mind them knowing. not a single bit.

they came up to me, hugged me and said all the things that though said often, still struck several chords in my heart all the same. i saw the concern in their faces, the love and support reflecting in their eyes.

and i know i can't give up just yet.

i really can't.

i think its 7:30 PM now